If this is what I want to do with my life, more than anything else, I'm willing to get paid next to shit for it, then why am I not doing it? Why am I not putting the work into it?
F*********************************CCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Monday, February 14, 2011
Every day brings me a little closer
Every day is a journey I've decided. It goes into the whole Robert Frost poem:
"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."
Yeah, this is cliche bullshit, but cliche's are based in a truth that has been passed down throughout the years. I have been doing minor things to bring about a difference for me: I'm listening to music that's on my Ipod that I haven't touched since I put it on there, I'm eating what I want to eat and not feeling guilty about it, I'm putting a little more effort into my work and learning to accept that I can't control how people view it, I'm actually reading for class and the project isn't due 'til Thursday! (not a huge revelation, but baby steps. :-) )
I'm also realizing that I'm not ready for everything I wanna do. I have it in me, it's there, I just have to access it on a more regular basis and put the work in.
There's so much I wanna do, but I'm embracing that it can't all happen today, nor should it. With all the ambitions I have, it's gonna take alot more work than me just wanting it.
Pluuusss- I'm in an improv show. Yeah, I know, right? Like I said in the last blog, I'm alot different than I was in high school. I'm having so much fun with it, and it's helping me to get out of my own way.
I can't wait to see where the next moment will take me. It's scary, but I'm taking the steps towards it.
This blog may be all over the place, but I'll just let you sort it all out.
Ps- Mumford & Sons, Avett Brothers, AND Bob Dylan at the Grammys last night?! YYYUUUSSS!!!
"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."
Yeah, this is cliche bullshit, but cliche's are based in a truth that has been passed down throughout the years. I have been doing minor things to bring about a difference for me: I'm listening to music that's on my Ipod that I haven't touched since I put it on there, I'm eating what I want to eat and not feeling guilty about it, I'm putting a little more effort into my work and learning to accept that I can't control how people view it, I'm actually reading for class and the project isn't due 'til Thursday! (not a huge revelation, but baby steps. :-) )
I'm also realizing that I'm not ready for everything I wanna do. I have it in me, it's there, I just have to access it on a more regular basis and put the work in.
There's so much I wanna do, but I'm embracing that it can't all happen today, nor should it. With all the ambitions I have, it's gonna take alot more work than me just wanting it.
Pluuusss- I'm in an improv show. Yeah, I know, right? Like I said in the last blog, I'm alot different than I was in high school. I'm having so much fun with it, and it's helping me to get out of my own way.
I can't wait to see where the next moment will take me. It's scary, but I'm taking the steps towards it.
This blog may be all over the place, but I'll just let you sort it all out.
Ps- Mumford & Sons, Avett Brothers, AND Bob Dylan at the Grammys last night?! YYYUUUSSS!!!
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