Is hard to do. I started these past couple of days, and I'm having a really hard time. I've been getting mood swings, I've been really sore, I've been exhausted, but I think it'll be for the best.
There's part of me that wants to not try to become a professional actor so that I won't have to worry about working out so much. Acting is probably the second most superficial in the world, the first being modeling which there's a part of me that'd like to try my hand at that. I don't know why, but I'm a little embarassed to say that.
I've been wondering whether or not being an actor, a professional actor, is really what I want to do. There's alot of bull shit that goes with it though. Egos get in the way, creative differences, typecasting, and high expectations.
I would be happy doing community theatre for the rest of my life, but I would always wonder what if, so I think I'll just follow my dreams, and work my ass off to become a professional actor.
Damn....this is gonna be really hard, but this is what I want. And no, that's not what she said. :-p
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