Bi-winning

I look at my blog, and I was so very stressed out, or so very happy.

Well, this is a happy post. I put Bi-winning because I thought it was Charlie Sheen's way of making positive light of bipolar-ness. Granted, I don't have it, just saying.

I went to the counselour's yesterday. I'm not sick, I don't have anything wrong with me, just my way of thinking was hurting me. I realized something I knew. Perfection is unattainable, just do the work and pour my heart into it. Risk vulnerability again. I like that. Risk vulnerability.

I also need to do small chunks, and don't give into to the shoulds. I should be able to do this, should be able to do that, etc.

Well, I need to get shtuff done. Tttyyyllll