Sunday, August 16, 2009

Back in.....Well, I'm just back

So, I'm finally in San Marcos! I'm excited! I have a one person apartment which I think might actually be too big for one person, but I'm an American! That's what we get right? ;-)

I was just thinking. I'm nervous about starting this year. I've learned new things this summer, and I just hope that I can apply them. *In a cheesy salesman tone* And if you wanna see what I'm talking about when I say learned new things, check out my previous blog. *Smile with pearly whites that glisten in the sun*

And now for something along the same line, I'm just worried because now that I have a new attitude towards life, people, myself, acting, etc., I feel like I'm gonna have to start over with people. It'll be new things with people I've known. I guess that's what happens in life right?

I just have to remind myself of my a mantra I made up that helps keep things in perspective for me. "It's not as bad as it seems". Now, I'm not an over anxious jitter bug, but I do tend to assume that people are looking at me, but if I remind myself that that's just me freaking out over what I think people are feeling. Ya know? I just have to remind myself what is literally going, what are the irrefutable facts in this situation. :-) Isn't that great? I learned that from a wonderful person named Elissa Goss. She's amazing. <3

Anyways, I got to go now, and I don't feel quite so nervous anymore. I hope this helps anyone reading this just a little bit.

Have a great day everyone!

Tim

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