Monday, October 19, 2009

I hate what I'm doing

What am I doing? Nothing. That's the problem. I'm lazy, I'm unmotivated, I'm spoiled, I'm not putting the work in. Have I given up? It feels like it. What am I doing to stop this? Pitying myself. Woe is me. I can't get motivated, cry, tear, blemish.

What the hell me? Why can't I do this? This is nobody's fault but my own. I have a test in a little less than an hour. Have I studied? Nopppe! I have a test next week with a bunch of things I still need to read.

I have rehearsel tonight. Do I have lines memorized? Nnn...yeah, actually I do. They aren't hard. I just want to sleep for a long long time. I want to get up eventually, but when I can have a blank slate, a fresh start. Can I do that? Nooopppeee....

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