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So, I haven't been on here in a few days. I think it's a good sign that I haven't kept the blog up, because I've been living instead of...not.

So..What's happened since Wednesday? Let me see...

Oh! I went to the counselor's. I told her that I was feeling unmotivated, and I wanted to stop. And she basically gave me a bunch of tips that I haven't and hadn't put into effect yet. So, it wasn't a waste of time, but it kinda was. She also said that maybe I can give one of my friends the password to my Facebook so that he or she can change it, and then "give" me back my Facebook when I get all my shit done. I may need to do that...

So nothing exciting happened the rest of the day, except for man night with Daniel and Romeo. I cherish those nights where we stay up late, talking about everything. We didn't stay up as late as we normally do, but it was still a good time. There was a moment when I was talking to Daniel about how I was scared about getting into the real world with my acting because I don't think I'm ready yet, at all. And it scares me. I started getting more emotional than I thought I would about it. Not breaking down, but being charged up.

Friday, I went to class, and I came home. I saw a great movie called Elephant. It was a remarkably simple, deep, relaxed, chilling movie. I recommend it. Then, Crystal invited me to her apartment where she was having a party. I told her thanks but no thanks cuz I wanted to get up early and get stuff done. Then, Libby called me up, and I fell into "peer pressure" and went. I'm glad I did. It was so much fun! I had a lot to drink, we went to the hot tub, and had a good ol' fashioned, stereotypical college fun time.

Next morning, Saturday, I woke up around 10. I usually do. No hang over! Woop woop! I ended up staying at Crystal's apartment and hung out for the entire day. It was the most chill I've been with someone else being there...ever! We saw some great movies: Anchorman, Red Eye, Superstar (I fell asleep during it, I was tired),some Brokeback Mountain, and The Notebook. I finally saw the Notebook, and I must say I was very happy with it.

The Notebook was such a touching story, and the actors and actresses in it did a great great job! It reminded me of love, it spurred the desire to find it again, etc etc. I misted up a few times, and enjoyed it immensely.

So, all this being said, I haven't done what I set out to do this weekend at all, but you know what? I don't care. I have had a great weekend, so I couldn't give two shits less.

Thinking about all this makes me realize how much more of a human being I am. I am so happy with where I'm at right now. I am ambitious to get farther, but this moment I am in right now, is perfect for what I need.