Not gonna lie

Not gonna lie. I'm a little pissed I didn't get called back for Big Love. I don't know about the other ones, but I'm still pissed.

I didn't work my ass off, I didn't do as good I should've, I didn't do a great job in Macbeth, I got nervous, I didn't make my monologue as layered as it should've been, I didn't do what I was supposed to do really, I was nervous.

So why am I pissed? Because some actors that really aren't that good got called back. I guess I'm learning now how superficially directors can base their choices. That must be it. Oh well. Whatever. I will work much harder on my audition pieces for the next play auditions. It'll be tough, but God damn it, it's gonna be fun. :-)