Tuesday, December 8, 2009

:-D

Hey!...Everyone that reads my blogs...Not very many people I would imagine. Oh well.

I finally did my DTA paper, presentation, project, and now I have a final tommorow in it. Oh boy! :-p

But I was thinking. I have high expectations for myself, and I think that's good, but sometimes I think they may be a little too high. I want to be ambitious, but not self-loathing. I'm not self-loathing, but I'm not not completely. Get me?

I want to be more relaxed around people. I tend to be intimidated by people who I deem to be cooler than me. Surprisingly, that's a lot of people. It's really frustrating. I tend to get more self-conscious and tense etc.

This break I have to start working out. I'm gonna start stretching everyday....soon. That will help me relax, and help me out in other ways. It's gonna be tough.

I just want to be me, and not what other people want me to be. I'm a lot better now than I was before, but I can always get better. :-D

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